IVF Journey

Night Time Routine The Fertility and IVF world call this “STIMS” This is the process where you are now stimulating your ovaries. This is how I think of it: you are taking your normal size ovaries (almond size) and growing them to the size of oranges. In a normal cycle, you produce ONE egg each month! Well thanks to stimulation you start producing WAY more than one egg, and yes you can feel it!! A lot of girls describe it as a fluttery feeling in their stomach. During the stimulation phase, you visit the doctors frequently, they do blood work and ultrasounds to check your follicles. This is important because it lets you know if your body is or isn't responding to the medications. All my needles for the week! Monday - We started injections- George is a master at this, thank gosh because I did not want to give myself shots!! I started with Gonal and Menopur, both are stimulation medications. The shots are done in the stomach and don’t hurt too bad- little sting an...

I finished Birth Control pills September 10th (Sunday) and started my oral medications (hormones) on Tuesday the 12th. Thursday I had my doctor’s appointment to check my ovaries, uterus and lining. Everything looked good with NO CYST (I usually always have at least one or two every cycle). I guess the birth control worked and the medications I started are doing their job! I have been able to maintain my working out and healthy eating, thank goodness! This is something very important to me because its keeping me sane and focused. Everyone has their own way of dealing with stress and anxiety and working out is mine. It’s also allowed me to work with amazing girls who help me stay positive and motivated. I have never been more thankful for working out and getting my sweat on LOL. BUT next week I will def. have to slow down  ☹ . I think that everything is lining up well and we feel very hopeful. I feel at peace with what we are doing and feel that we made t...

Ok so I know you're all thinking of course she would do a blog about Beachbody.. well yes I am and No I'm not sorry about it!!!! YES at first I thought this whole thing was a scam but it kept coming back to my life over and over again so I took the chance and here I am! This company has changed my life in 3 short months and I know it can change so many other lives. I don't want anyone to miss out on it- you can't hate me for that!!!!!😍 Like I mentioned before after surgery in January things started going south really fast. I wasn't doing anything I loved.  I hated that I knew something was wrong with me and I couldn't fix it. Basically I WAS NEGATIVE NANCY! Fast forward to May- I was over feeling negative!! I followed a girl I use to work with on Instagram and was immediately drawn to her life. She was a teacher who quit her teaching job and made her passion (beachbody) a job- it was her new reality and now she was a stay at home working mom! I was over...

Last year after they told me I had low AMH or diminished ovarian reserve I was like okkkkkkk what the hell is that....Obviously I had no clue what that meant and I'm sure you don't either!  I had a few people ask me "what exactly is wrong with you?!?!" So I figured I would make a blog about one of the 3 things wrong with me. For everyone who has reached out to me I really appreciate it. THANK YOU 💗 What is means..... Basically I don't have many eggs and the ones I do have aren't very good :( You are born with a certain amount of eggs and when they're gone THEY ARE GONE. You don't produce eggs every month you lose eggs every month! YEP opposite of sperm-go figure!!! Women with my condition can get pregnant, we just don't have forever to wait. The sooner the better because we will most likely go through menopause earlier than most. I really never put this together until recently, for the past 6 months my periods have been lasting 24-48 hours....

The Beginning: First you meet with the IVF coordinator for an ART review- This meeting last about 3 hours! This is where they go into details about your schedule, medicines and procedures. OH and sign your life away and get a HUGE medical bill- The doctor came in and spoke to us, which put me at ease. I was literally shaking when we stepped foot in that office. It's scary! What scares me the most is that there's only a 50% chance of it working. LIKE WHAT THE HECK!!!!!! But I'm staying positive and believing our first cycle will be successful! I left feeling excited- the process is absolutely amazing. If I could go back in time I would be an embryologist. (not really) I imagine you have to be SUPER SMART for all that lol...I can't wait to share what his part of the process is!! ITS SO FREAKING COOL how they make a baby outside of the body, yall!! Ok so this is where I'm at now..... When you start your period you start birth control. funny how that works! I...

I wish I would've found a blog like this before starting IVF. One with a ton of information and someone who shares their roller coaster of emotions...maybe I would've felt less alone! My mission for this blog is to inspire women who are struggling with infertility, health problems and anything female related! I've spent months on google trying to figure out what was wrong with me. I've spent months crying because of the pain my problems were causing and the thought of not being able to get pregnant like a "normal person." I've spent months watching facebook pregnancy announcements that literally broke my heart and made me turn into this bitter jealous person- I wouldn't wish these feelings on anyone. YOU know they aren't normal but you cant control them. It's a crazy jealous feeling all while blaming yourself because you're the problem. There's no better way to describe it! IT SUCKS and I prayed every night for it to go away!! ...