IVF Journey

Ok so I know you're all thinking of course she would do a blog about Beachbody.. well yes I am and No I'm not sorry about it!!!! YES at first I thought this whole thing was a scam but it kept coming back to my life over and over again so I took the chance and here I am! This company has changed my life in 3 short months and I know it can change so many other lives. I don't want anyone to miss out on it- you can't hate me for that!!!!!😍 Like I mentioned before after surgery in January things started going south really fast. I wasn't doing anything I loved.  I hated that I knew something was wrong with me and I couldn't fix it. Basically I WAS NEGATIVE NANCY! Fast forward to May- I was over feeling negative!! I followed a girl I use to work with on Instagram and was immediately drawn to her life. She was a teacher who quit her teaching job and made her passion (beachbody) a job- it was her new reality and now she was a stay at home working mom! I was over

Last year after they told me I had low AMH or diminished ovarian reserve I was like okkkkkkk what the hell is that....Obviously I had no clue what that meant and I'm sure you don't either!  I had a few people ask me "what exactly is wrong with you?!?!" So I figured I would make a blog about one of the 3 things wrong with me. For everyone who has reached out to me I really appreciate it. THANK YOU 💗 What is means..... Basically I don't have many eggs and the ones I do have aren't very good :( You are born with a certain amount of eggs and when they're gone THEY ARE GONE. You don't produce eggs every month you lose eggs every month! YEP opposite of sperm-go figure!!! Women with my condition can get pregnant, we just don't have forever to wait. The sooner the better because we will most likely go through menopause earlier than most. I really never put this together until recently, for the past 6 months my periods have been lasting 24-48 hours.

The Beginning: First you meet with the IVF coordinator for an ART review- This meeting last about 3 hours! This is where they go into details about your schedule, medicines and procedures. OH and sign your life away and get a HUGE medical bill- The doctor came in and spoke to us, which put me at ease. I was literally shaking when we stepped foot in that office. It's scary! What scares me the most is that there's only a 50% chance of it working. LIKE WHAT THE HECK!!!!!! But I'm staying positive and believing our first cycle will be successful! I left feeling excited- the process is absolutely amazing. If I could go back in time I would be an embryologist. (not really) I imagine you have to be SUPER SMART for all that lol...I can't wait to share what his part of the process is!! ITS SO FREAKING COOL how they make a baby outside of the body, yall!! Ok so this is where I'm at now..... When you start your period you start birth control. funny how that works! I&

I wish I would've found a blog like this before starting IVF. One with a ton of information and someone who shares their roller coaster of emotions...maybe I would've felt less alone! My mission for this blog is to inspire women who are struggling with infertility, health problems and anything female related! I've spent months on google trying to figure out what was wrong with me. I've spent months crying because of the pain my problems were causing and the thought of not being able to get pregnant like a "normal person." I've spent months watching facebook pregnancy announcements that literally broke my heart and made me turn into this bitter jealous person- I wouldn't wish these feelings on anyone. YOU know they aren't normal but you cant control them. It's a crazy jealous feeling all while blaming yourself because you're the problem. There's no better way to describe it! IT SUCKS and I prayed every night for it to go away!!